"In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream. And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe." Michael Jackson ♥
Bass Drummer at Sac State, lookin to actually march somewhere for WGI and/or DCI at some point :) 19 years old, shift lead and Mac Daddy;) at Noodles & Company in Elk Grovee. Pretty independent now and still figuring things out in my life.
I have been in love for the last couple years and never really fallen out of it… its quite an amazing journey and story. and finally…..finally i have the chance to see if its real. Everything that has happened the last few months was meant to happen for a reason. Now I wont have to live with the “what if” but Ill know :) Im excited for this new journey and to see where it takes me.@1 year ago
Why I want to leave? They are sitting here arguing next to me while we are in a public place, without us being here more than 15 minutes. Thia is the crap I have dealt with all my life. How stressful and embarrassing is it when your parents argue all your life and in PUBLIC often without shame. Ridiculous. Its embarrassing for my sister and I and stressful as hell. So stupid.@1 year ago
That first moment when I’m back in your arms again, for good. Im ecstatic. So excited. Nervous. AHHH. I have never felt this way. Never :)@1 year ago
How you know you love someone. Even with the anxiety and sadness that may fill your mind, five minutes of hearing their voice and NOTHING ELSE in the world matters but the sound of their voice and the conversation between the two of you. Nothing else goes on. And through the course of years that pass…their voice is the only voice that never fails to make you feel complete. You lose a sense of time when you talk to them, when you’re with them. And the world disappears except for THEM. You’re heart doesn’t stress when your with them, yet calms with the idea that it has finally met its match. Its almost unreal, but so unbelievably and inexplicably…real.@1 year ago
I am nervous as hell. I am nervous to leave what I know and go to something new without knowing for sure that I am going to get what I am hoping to get. But I feel like I would be a complete fool not to go. If I decide I can’t pay for University of Arizona and I come back, what is one year lost trying something new? I know for a fact I already have a support system there and that is more than some people can say about places they leave to. I feel like this is crazy. But when I really think about it, I need this. If I decide its not what I want, I have a home to come back to and plenty of schools here I could go to…but right now this is really the school I want to go to and graduate from. It’ll be way more expensive, but with Marketing being a high paying career field, it seems like it would be worth it in my eyes. Ill see what happens. But I really think I need this to get this experience. And to really REALLY figure out if I want figure out a way to pay for this or not. I feel like this is the smartest way to figure out what I really want. If I don’t do this I feel like Ill live live with a huge question mark over my head wondering if I would have liked it or not. I mean, last time I visited, I LOVED IT. ♥ Hopefully that doesn’t change and everything works out. For now, I am preparing for what I hope turns out to be a new adventure! I have been thinking about this EVERY NIGHT…so I guess we will see what happens. :)@1 year ago